that’s what I want too!!

picture from Glisters and Blisters; TiC

A Christian Louboutin Classic Black Pump! I also saw it on Alexis Bledel yesterday, while browsing through her pictures. Le sigh I say :( Although, I also must say that I love how the girl above has edged-up the classic look by adding a rosary and studded anklet to it. I just tried wrapping my rosary around my anklet, only to realise that the chain wasn’t long enough pssshh. So now, the hunt is on, for classic black pumps, and a studded anklet (and maybe a rosary long enough to wrap around my anklet)

I know, what a copycat!

p/s. Is it me, or do the cosmopolitan’s in Indonesia, seem to very trendy ?

ciao!

best day of my life.

why ?

1. Had an arguement with mum in the car. I officially HATE people who always think their right, and who never have the decency to apologize when they are clearly in the wrong, fuck you all seriously, especially you.
2. Some weird ass-indon-looking-labourer (no offence Rizki! lol) said ‘hi’ to me today. I was on the brink of flipping the finger and asking him to fuck off, as I was damn mofo piss. Like who the fuck does he think he is ?! -.- Another dent to my day, FML. Yes, I am that picky.
3. I had a whole McD’s sundae to myself, quite depressing lorh
4. I couldn’t find plain black pumps !!!! & the one’s I found, had embelishments on the side, and the heel wasn’t high enough :(

Okay so ‘best day of my life’ bcos of number 1 and 2.
fork my life man damn it, fork it.

wish that I could fly away.

Not much to update.

Spent the weekend with mum’s side of the family, thanks to my cousin’s wedding which was held on Sunday at Taman Botani, Putrajaya. The scenery from the restaurant was beautiful (pictures above and below) as it was situated right beside the lake. It was very serene :) The food was quite good, and the entertainment + company was beyond awesome. Will miss the late night coffee talks at my uncle’s, and non-stop reunions :D Till CNY!

Today, plans to go to the gym were canceled, due to transport problems, bleh (sorry Nel!) Did manage to go for driving tho, and after that Kila was nice enough to drive all the way to pick me up, since Kak Ina couldn’t (plus I had her license with me heheh) Aliaa was in the car t0o. I’m not very sure what the plan was, but we ended up driving all the way to Cyberjaya to pick ZacEfron from MMU. Was so afraid that we would end up in Ipoh, but luckily Kila knew her directions well :D Went to Taipan after that to pick up a few things, before the 3 of them dropped me home at about 4 something pm. Had some chicken pao, egg tart and one tuna sandwich, while finally getting the chance to watch TV. Even managed to read through the newspaper today, something I have not been able to do for awhile (busy busy busy!) Next on the list ? dinner and tidying up my room again, as the current state of it, gives the impression that a disastrous tornado has just swept through my room -_-

p/s. I can’t find nor seem to download Glee ep.2, this is depressing!

ciao.

you never know what you’ve got till it’s gone.

You know what’s worse than being overly-emotional ? Being too sensitive and irrational, I’ll tell you that! Sometimes I wish la, I weren’t as sensitive as I now am, that I could take certain things in a light-hearted manner, and not read it the wrong way, just so I could save the bucketful of tears that I cry out each time, and also the time spent wallowing in self pity. It is pathetic, I know, but when no one cares for you(okay not no one, but the people whom you want to care), and neither do they realise that you’re hurting & you’re not okay, then wadya gonna do ? Well you could choose basically, to either get up, tell yourself, things’ll be alright, and start mingling, OR you could wallow in self pity, and let your mind trail off into the unknown (that unknown being a place full of sorrow, misery etc) Half the time, I tend to choose the latter, which is where the irrational part of me takes over. Lucky for me, I seldom have the guts to act out these irrational thoughts, because one way or the other, my rational instincts tend to overwhelm the irrationality in me.

You get this shit ?

Anyways, back to the real world. I’ve got heaps of make-up to remove from my face (okay my eyes) -_- You see, I have this love/hate relationship with make-up. On one hand, it makes me feel more confident and pretty, on the outside, but on the other hand, there is the bain and pain of having to remove it afterwards, while trying to make sure that my eyes don’t turn blood red, and that my skin, won’t feel irritated. Psssshhhhhhhhhhh I SAY!

well, suck it up, life was never fair to begin with, duh.

ciao ! :D

lifeless.

It’s not like anyone read’s this blog, so I don’t know why I bother updating it -_-

1. Ear has swelled up like a damn bitch, it’s not hurting much, but it is quite irritating. Have applied Methylated Spirit to help ease the swelling, it acts as an antiseptic in a way. Btw, it smells a lot like Vodka (bcos of the alchohol content duh, am not that stupid :D)
2. Went around Bangsar with Mabel today. Kat was supposed to join us, but she woke up at 5.30pm -.- haha. Mission not accomplished much. Saw a number of nice stuff at Warehouse, but the prices of the items I was interested in were way beyond my RM200 budget. diu mofo!
   
3. Visited school yesterday to pick up forecast and leaving school cert. Mayyyyjaaahh renevations seem to be going on. Uniform’s changed too, not that ANY of this affects as school is soooo over!
   
4. It’s already the end of the week. Have been going out almost everyday, do I need a break ? naaaah, you gotta be kidding me.
5. Oh and I’ve cut my hair too. Got a fringe now, hair’s 2 inches shorter (not much diff) but the fringe doubles as bangs that can be parted in the middle and can be pushed to the side. Basically it’s kind’ve short, but too long for bangs :D Hair is till easy to managed, yet to dye. Am a little afraid to dye, as I’m scared of the amount of natural moisture the hair dye might drain from my hair.

bottom line : NO BIGGIE -_-

there’s durian now, oh the carbs.
ciao.