Hey, things were swell today, until I came home and everything just fell apart, it’s gotten quite bad to the extent that my brother won’t even talk about it without me.
well, if you have to know about swell happenings
Went to school, had like 2 lessons, lol.
hanged in Sigma, after school went to this new pan mee place with MandAsh.
then we tried Fish Spa
just as I was getting used to it, we had to leave
went to the jamming studio, practised with Amanda
walked backed to school, her mum droped me of at The Curve
played guitar to entertain myself while mum attended to this particular customer
fell asleep, then went to grab a bite, buy groceries and food
got home
& things begun to really fall apart.
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But if you can’t hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can’t hold on
Maybe it’s not time for you
And if you can’t hold on
On your very last try
I’ll be there in the morning to pull you through
Someone dies late at night and I never know
And even if I did, so afraid of the face I’d show
I feel trapped and enslaved to this dark contrast
Need a feeling now, give me something that’s going to last
- Can’t Hold On by Melee
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Hey jude, dont make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
And anytime you feel the pain, hey jude, refrain,
Dont carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.
So let it out and let it in, hey jude, begin,
Youre waiting for someone to perform with.
And dont you know that its just you, hey jude, youll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.
- Hey Jude by The Beatles
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have you ever lived in the shadow
filled with feelings, pittance in the wallow
conjuring up all these emotions
somewhere along, they got lost in time.
where’s all the love that got
lost in the way
but my daddy told me
“hunny please don’t worry”
I could have sworn that I saw
the sunset escape in the sunrise
maybe someday
we’ll all be alright
but there’s things I guess I never
understood
it hurts to see
your last tear
one thing I could never afford
but my darling
please don’t give up
look up for the truth in your light.
- Faith by Wrecks.
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p/s. I need faith more than ever.
p/s/s. Sucks being the eldest, being the one who has to put on a brave front, padahal the weight of the world IS on your shoulders.
