I don’t know whether I’m being paranoid or just realistic. Ever since, the second semester of school began, I felt this enormous change, lost of communication, touch and this lingering distance. Things didn’t go back to how they were before the May holidays, it’s like, while everyone literally moved on, I was still stuck behind, or all of sudden I seem to be going down a different path. Sometimes I wish I weren’t so prone to realising the obvious, and then getting sensitive and emotional about it inside. Well, this time I’m not as affected by it as I use to be, eventho I FINALLY found out why exactly I’m so bothered. I’ve said it before, it sucks being constantly forgotten and replaced.
the rubber thingie on my braces is now transparent, instead of the usual colours, because that’s how I’ve been feeling lately, or that’s how you’ve been making me feel 
I don’t know who, or what I need now.
